December 2010
kunallxo asked: if nott... i shotgun you XD
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: oh you telln me..
19 years of gettn fucked around, and no love..
its taken a toll on me too 3:
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: oh you telln me..
19 years of gettn fucked around, and no love..
its taken a toll on me too 3:
Dec 31st
Just gonna go to bed
My head hurts and im hungry but i don’t want to eat…. good night 
Dec 31st
The future is just wasted on some people
Dec 31st
Everyone's in their own personal coma
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: ahhh my bad, omfg its so hott!!!!! im literally melting... ummm can i ask, why you always seem to have trouble with boys?
everytime i skip through your blog, its pretty pictures and how much you hate boys, look at the pic you posted, and some of your others, your utterly beautiful! and no matter how any of my fellow specimen treat you.. just remember that the most important one thinks your...
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: ahhh my bad, omfg its so hott!!!!! im literally melting... ummm can i ask, why you always seem to have trouble with boys?
everytime i skip through your blog, its pretty pictures and how much you hate boys, look at the pic you posted, and some of your others, your utterly beautiful! and no matter how any of my fellow specimen treat you.. just remember that the most important one thinks your...
Dec 31st
It's not love or anything, but I think I like you,...
Dec 31st
Make me into anything, but just love me.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
She loves him in spite of his ways she don't...
Dec 31st
I wonder how you all stay so happy all the time
I cried all through today, it wasn’t him…i mean it was but it wasn’t…i think he was just what pushed me over the edge finally….  It’s been horrible…i haven’t been happy for a while, i cry a lot, and all the time….i cried today on my fucking break at work…. I just don’t know anymore.  My friend kept saying how she thinks...
Dec 31st
I can't even deal with Men anymore!
I talk to them to much they get pissy  i don’t talk to them they get pissy  Just suck my dick  i’m over it  new motto for the new year 
Dec 31st
Watching the Zodiac Killer
I remember when i saw this movie in theaters i seriously loved it, actually one of my friends aunts she was a profiler like way back when, and she got a hold of one of the letters that the Zodiac wrote and she has a theory that the Zodiac is actually a women and not a man at all.  interesting I mean men always underestimate women as if we can’t kill someone or take the dominant stance, i...
Dec 31st
Day 1 ten random facts about yourself
1. I grind my teeth  2. I can spend all night reading and writing  3. I have horrible self esteem  4. I’m addicted to the gym  5. I work at a grocery store 6. I go to a community college 7. I’ve completely given up 8. I just went to taco bell like 3 days ago for the first time ever in my life 9. I still like him a lot  10. I shop way to much  
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: did you get my reply to that one? :S
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: well, i'd like tobeleive i'm lovely :)
but its your call to make askim =3
and aus is beautiful this time of year
its going to be around 37oC here today, gonna fry :P
(apparently thats about 98.6 ºF for you hehe) warm enough? :P
and like i said... shopping is a sport in melbourne XD
Dec 31st
kunallxo asked: did you get my reply to that one? :S
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: well, i'd like tobeleive i'm lovely :)
but its your call to make askim =3
and aus is beautiful this time of year
its going to be around 37oC here today, gonna fry :P
(apparently thats about 98.6 ºF for you hehe) warm enough? :P
and like i said... shopping is a sport in melbourne XD
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: YAYYYYY
so.... i'll come pick you up from Melbourne airport in about 5? :P
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: YAYYYYY
so.... i'll come pick you up from Melbourne airport in about 5? :P
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: are you sure?
cause pretty sure, its hella warmer here..
and shopping is a sport here..
and im here, and id make it worth it =3
but sounds good, so when am i leaving for the states? :P
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: are you sure?
cause pretty sure, its hella warmer here..
and shopping is a sport here..
and im here, and id make it worth it =3
but sounds good, so when am i leaving for the states? :P
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: wheres here?
and what we going shopping for? =]]
or just whatevz? q:
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: wheres here?
and what we going shopping for? =]]
or just whatevz? q:
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: nawwww ill go shopping with you hun =3 xx
Dec 30th
kunallxo asked: nawwww ill go shopping with you hun =3 xx
Dec 30th
next time i have a day off
i’m going to drive to the mall by myself and shop by myself and just have fun by myself.  i like learning who my friends are cause they really aren’t
Dec 30th
I'm gonna sit in my room all alone
And drink Gin and watch cartoon in New years eve.  Fuck everyone else i don’t need em. 
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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@boogercake
I’m trying not to become Dependant on it. plus no one ever really talks to me, plus i figure if someone really wants to talk to me and get ahold of me, they know where i live, they know my land line.
Dec 30th
Got back from my workout
It was really really good, came home and ate a banana, Now im sitting here watching the terminator, and about to get ready for work. I don’t want to go but i get paid tomorrow. Woop Woop. Oh and i ended up turning my phone on last night, but only for the alarm cause i forgot my ipod doesn’t like to work from time to time and i don’t actually have a real alarm clock, But i...
Dec 30th
I know i'm good for something, i just haven't...
Dec 30th
I think i lost my new hoodie
fucking damn it….. i’ll just check at work tomorrow, thats the only place i could have left it? i wouldn’t leave it at the gym cause i would notice if i walked out in the freezing cold with it.  ugh fuck my life 
Dec 30th
I locked my phone in the drawer downstairs
Fuck it, i never use it…like who do i talk to?  ungrateful fucks who call themselves my friends but in reality aren’t plus the only person i really need to talk to has a tumblr, and instant messenger, so i’m covered.  ugh fuck technology and the world and humans 
Dec 30th
Is there anyone out there?
cause it’s getting harder and harder to breath. 
Dec 30th
Love don't mean changing who you are to be who...
Dec 30th
coucherdesoleilx asked: I deleted my Facebook a few days ago and it's seriously one of the best things I've ever done. It's really hard to do at first but once you get used to it, it's great! So good luck with yours :)
Dec 30th
coucherdesoleilx asked: I deleted my Facebook a few days ago and it's seriously one of the best things I've ever done. It's really hard to do at first but once you get used to it, it's great! So good luck with yours :)
Dec 30th
So i've made a decision
I won’t allow my heart to hurt, i won’t allow myself to be put in situations i do not feel comfortable.  I’m giving him up…i refuse to talk to him.  I know i’ve said this before and i just keep going back, but my phone is off, and i’m not getting on facebook.  I said this would only happen on New years, but i can’t anymore.  We might possibly see each...
Dec 30th
That terrifying moment when you realise you're...
Dec 30th
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@heidihihi
well i kind of find that a rude question to just come out and ask.  I wouldn’t say i have one, i just have really bad insicurities and at this moment in my life, i can’t gain the weight that i worked ever so hard to get off.  It took me months to get where i am now and i’m almost at my goal weight, i have really bad body image issues, so i freak out.  And i am aware i...
Dec 30th
Im just gonna sit here and listen to music and...
and try not to think about him.  I can’t deal with this anymore.  It has to be we talk like normal human beings, or we don’t talk at all.  I’m putting my heart through way to much i can’t fucking handle it anymore 
Dec 30th
Growing up really fucking sucks.
mattyanko: I want to fall in love, but I don’t love anybody. And soon, there will be nobody who will want to fall in love with me. And I’m afraid I don’t care. I hate growing up. 
Dec 30th
10 notes
I need to stop eating
what the fuck is ever wrong with me i had taco bell fucking again…., i have like over 600 calories in me right now and i feel gross and ugh yes gym tomorrow is going to be a blast im going to do cardio for a straight hour then do weights and work heavily on my tummy and ugh yes.  omg…
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
76 notes
Dec 29th
I really
need to start my diet again, im gaining back weight and i hate it >.>  i ate taco bell last night for the first time ever at like 1 in the morning bad bad idea, and i worked out this morning so it wasn’t all bad  But i ate a fiber one bar, half a cookie and a coke…..not healthy at all.  Now my mother is ordering Chinese food ugh….legit after this no more eating i just...
Dec 29th