January 2011
My blog has just slowly changed into
Man loving
Man hating
sex
drinking
sex
men
Chris
sex
yeah….i obviously need to get some
I should hate him for the ways he's treated me. I...
There isn’t a moment of my day that isn’t spent wondering where you are, what you’re doing or how you’re feeling. Even in the quiet of the night, when everything is still and I am nearly asleep, there is a part of me that is still wondering.
I think the problem is that I’m stuck waiting for him to do something, to make a move, to say the perfect thing. And the problem is that I shouldn’t be that girl, the one who sits and waits for him. I should be independent. I should think clearly and consistently without having my mind jump straight back to him. Yeah, falling for someone like that is the hardest thing to do. And the...
Love
I sat, secure in his affections, inside a stone fortress built by one thousand embittered masons. Their own loves lost, robbed or cheated from them, they built my fortress faulty, so that my first hint of true love would crush me beneath the rubble. Unfortunately for them, I’ve never been a fool for love.
Is it bad that I rather sit home and drink beer by...
Anything worth having...is worth waiting for
And worst of all you never call baby when you say...
Just one more month of this shit weather then i...
br0hammad:
dropletsoflove:
If I sleep to much, my parents complain.
If I don’t get enough sleep, my parents complain.
If I eat too much, my parents complain.
If I don’t eat enough, my parents complain.
If I’m always in my room, my parents complain.
If I go out too much, my parents complain.
I CAN’T FUCKING WIN.
this.
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When does Glee come back on?
My parents are seriously weird
My dad questioned me cause he counts the milage in my car and wanted to know where i went yesterday….like hop of my dick god damn…i was out having fun and i fill up the car with gas so you don’t have to it really shouldn’t be of concern where i go….i mean i told them the truth i said i went to Ben’s..Chris’s and Sarah’s which i did go to but they...
I have to write a letter to my friend cause i don’t have her number anymore since i switched my phones and she never comes online anymore…well that or she blocked me and doesn’t want to talk to me anymore and she never gets on tumblr anymore…so i need to write her a letter to tell her to text me so i have her number cause i miss her a lot and i think about her everyday and...
Day 08: who would you wish for a Britney...
hmm i don’t really know, i guess if i had to choose one person to do a collab with Britney it would have been MJ….even though that is impossible right now but she looked up to him, he inspired her and i think it would have been pretty amazing for them to do a song together.
So Friday Night
We went to a party down in Rowan…and it was all good when we got there, then it got really really bad this kid J started talking shit legit calling me a whore cause i wouldn’t go sleep with his friend M and now im drunk by this point and usually if you were to call me a whore i would just be like whatever go suck one im better then you anyway but this time i flipped shit i went right...
I've tried letting go, I don't know how to quit...
Went to Wet Seal on Friday
I got this cute little leather jacket for 20 bucks and i got a sequin vest for free with it….then i got a cute little teal top the cuts off at my hips and shows my tattoos and it is seriously adorable…gahh i just wanna go back and get more cute clothes.
I only have 60 somethin bucks left…i need my paycheck to be very good next week so i can put half in the bank and half in my...
I keep losing followers :(
I guess when i go out rather then staying in on tumblr people get bored ha
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reblog, if you think you're ugly as fuck.
fearlessworld:
I don’t think, I know I am ugly.
When you grow a pair you can call me back
I really wanna delete you from FB
But i feel like that would be a childish thing..and i kinda want you to see how happy i am and who im talking to and that i’m ok without you and that i don’t have to resort to being a child.
Hey over there...please forgive me if i'm coming...
I should know better
“The moment of betrayal is the worst, the moment when you know beyond any doubt...”
– The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood (via thechocolatebrigade)
Time to let my feelings out.
Where do i begin. I guess i’ll begin with my whole eating thing…it got better for a while and i mean i eat i ate a shit ton today…but my parents they keep trying to force me to eat and i say im not hungry…even if i am…I’m almost there…im almost at my goal and i can’t give up now and revert back to my old ways and get fat. Now don’t get me wrong...
sleepingwithdevil:
Much of our hearts are not controlled by ourselves, but instead by what other people do or say, how they are or will be. Everything we feel lies in the hands of others, that’s why it hurts so much sometimes, because you didn’t cause yourself the pain, so you can’t stop it.
I can't take this anymore. I really can't. You're...
Life is so much better when you stop giving a fuck...
It's scary when your mind becomes your worst...
You wonder why I'm insecure?
discoverwhoiam:
Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. when I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war. Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded. They don’t even need to dress nicely an they’ll still look good. How they can capture your...
Will you please stop talking to me..
Im legit pissed at you and i just want to stay this way….
go talk to your actual friends the ones that never answer when you call, don’t lend you money, don’t give you rides, don’t listen to you while you complain about random bullshit….go talk to those friends…
since i’m just a nobody anyway
Just shut up, okay? I’m allowed to dislike somebody who hurt me. I’m allowed to say what I want, laugh how I want, do what I want, be who I want. This is my life, and if you don’t like it then there’s something wrong with yours, not mine.