While many don't say the words they want to, I write mine down. It's my way of speaking the feelings that many keep locked in their hearts. That way they know they are not alone, in this crazy world we call home.
So today was an OK day i have to say. I did stay out a bit late last night with Sarah so when i got home i went right to bed. I didn’t want to get up this morning but of course i had to take and pick up my brother from school. Wich is seriously annoying because he’s 19 years old, doesn’t drive, doesn’t have a job and im the problem child in the family? yeah ok…. anyway after i did all of that i did get to see Brianna who took me to the piercing place to get my nose ring taken out and to have a new one put in. Successful i was scared though cause it hurts so much to take out and it did hurt…it hurt like a broom up the ass ( i have no i dea what that feels like but i can only imagine it is painful) and after that he said i was pierced with the wrong jewelery and that they never should have used that one but now i have the right one in and its great and tiny and hopefully my other job goes for it. Then i came home and i had some yummy nutella and graham crackers, and then a little later on in the day i had 3 olives with some mozerella cheese cause i was craving it so bad. I was going to skip the gym today but i did that yesterday so i went today and i burned 792 calories. I did 70 minutes of cardio and then i went and did some weights stuff but not much since the gym was packed with people. I won’t be able to go down tomorrow since i have orientation for my new job and Aaron is coming down for the night.
Speaking of Aaron i got into with my mom. She’s been incredibly rude to him and he does have attitude but it’s only because for some reason muy mother just hates me and i have no reason why she does but she does. And we got into and basically im just not gonna talk to them cause they are doing this to themselves they are pushing me away and once i can move out and i have enough money to do so i will, and i won’t be coming back. I suppose i can see them on the holidays but why bother. When im there now people don’t even talk to me as it is, it’s like i don’t exist to these people.
Other then that the day went rather well. pretty easy going not much going on though. I lead a very boring life. I just need something new and exciting, i need a new hobby and more things to do.

Oh hay, picture of my face! since i like never actually post pictures if myself on here.
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